Blog journal-Day 2

Day 2 - your favorite movie
My favorite movie is an interesting choice and if you haven't seen it I highly recommend it!
I was going to pick Eclipse but I thought I'd go with an older favorite of mine :)

Blog journal-Day 1

Day 1 - your favorite song
I actually have several favorite songs but if I had to choose one it would be my wedding song...A Moment like this by Kelly Clarkson. I am not a big Kelly Clarkson fan but I do love this song:

The reason I love this song is because it makes me think of this day:

30-day blog journal

Day 1 - your favorite song
Day 2 - your favorite movie
Day 3 - your favorite television program
Day 4 - your favorite book
Day 5 - your favorite quote
Day 6 - 20 of my favorite things
Day 7 - a photo that makes you happy
Day 8 - a photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 9 - a photo you took
Day 10 - a photo taken over 10 years ago of you
Day 11 - a photo of you recently
Day 12 - something you are OCD about
Day 13 - a fictional book
Day 14 - a non-fictional book
Day 15 - your dream house
Day 16 - a song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 - an art piece (drawing, sculpture, painting, etc)
Day 18 - my wedding/future wedding/past wedding
Day 19 - a talent of yours
Day 20 - a hobby of yours
Day 21 - a recipe
Day 22 - a website
Day 23 - a youtube video
Day 24 - where I live
Day 25 - your day, in great detail
Day 26 - your week, in great detail
Day 27 - my worst habit
Day 28 - whats in my handbag/purse
Day 29 - hopes,dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 - a dream for the future

I am....

a face of loss.
(click link above)

Tell it like it is Tuesdays from http://shesmommafied.com/

My daughter is just about the smartest 2 year old I know, sometimes too smart for my own good. She has mastered the art of tantrums on call-when needed. She can turn it on to get what she wants in the blink of an eye and on the flip side when she does get what she wants (because sometimes I give in when I can take no more) she turns it off and is as sweet as pie once again. Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde much?! She also has it so I chase her around getting her to eat, she will not sit down and fed herself like a normal child. If she does she will shovel the food in so fast and wind up choking. Not fun!
This post has taken me forever to finish, thanks to one fussy baby boy :)

Pictures from the Orange County Fair

Picture overload, sorry :)

It's 1 am and I need to vent

I am tired.
Tired of thinking about everything we lost.
Tired of wondering if we will get there again.
Tired of school.
Tired of people saying it could be worse (even though I know it could.)
Tired of never having enough money.
Tired of comparing myself and our situation to others who have it much better right now.
Tired of being jealous.
Tired of being tired.
But NEVER tired of loving these two faces more than I can even begin to explain....

They make everything okay.